From the recording Suicide (Album Version)

13 songs written, performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by Kumasi "XCORPIIIO" Hopkins. This album not only touches on the things that he has experienced throughout his life (battles with suicide, his once tumultuous relationship with his father, rejection, etc), but it also displays the level of his craftsmanship. From singer-songwriter ballads like "Once Upon A Time" to Top 40 rap tracks like 'King of Queens' to EDM party starters like 'Ride" and dark, grave instrumentals like 'Death of the Pumpkin King', XCORPIIIO exhibits his many musical talents while giving the world something that he hopes people can relate to and learn from.

Lyrics

I think I might die in this cup
A little bit of love
I wanna end it all
But I’d just fuck it up

This isn’t somethin you should do
The typical unusual
You hate me but of course you do
You know the feelin’s mutual

I could self destruct
But who would give a fuck
Even in my wildest dream
Findin love was hard for me

The make your girlfriend mad type
You smell her on my hug
She said that she’s the bad guy
But I don’t give a fuck

It’s all fucked up
I swear I’ve had enough
I wanna end it all
But I don’t have the guts

I wonder if you’d cry
I wonder if you’d cry
I wonder if you’d cry if I should suicide
I wonder if you’d cry
I wonder if you’d cry
I wonder if you’d cry if I should suicide

I gave my love
It's not enough
I gave you love
You gave me up

Put bullets in my brain again
I cannot feel this pain again

Why have healthy
When I could have you

It’s all fucked up
I swear I’ve had enough
I wanna end it all
But I don’t have the guts

I wonder if you’d cry
I wonder if you’d cry
I wonder if you’d cry if I should suicide
I wonder if you’d cry
I wonder if you’d cry
I wonder if you’d cry if I should suicide

Dream of suicide
I wonder if you’d cry
Not even knowin why
I wanna take my life

If rain drops from the sky
Why are they in my eyes
I wonder if you’d cry
If I should Suicide

Dream of suicide
I wonder if you’d cry
Not even knowin why
I wanna take my life

If raindrops from the sky
Why are they in my eyes
I wonder if you’d cry
If I should Suicide

Die of suicide
I try to take my life
Can’t even do that right
Can’t even take what’s mine

Die of suicide
I try to take my life
Can’t even do that right
I guess it's not my time

Die of suicide
I try to take my life
Can’t even do that right
Can’t even take what’s mine

Die of suicide
I try to take my life
Can’t even do that right
But maybe it’s a sign